Sense and Sensibility

Did you know that I'm so terrible in singing? Honestly, I hate a lot when people asked me to sing a song. I don't have any good voice, so I'd love to sing just for myself. ha ha Well, maybe that's sound weird but that's true. I don't really like it, and I have a tragic story about singing in front of the class. It happened few years ago..... This tragedy happened when I was in the third class in Elementary School. One day, my teacher asked all of the students to play an instrument, and sing in front of the class. Most of student in my class was so happy to hear that task as a final test, but not me. Play an instrument wasn't a big deal, but the other one - SING IN FRONT OF THE CLASS ! Lord, I have no idea about this. I have to sing in front of the class - watching whole people there, come on, are kidding me? My teacher didn't give me any choices, I really have to sing. At the time, I started with practiced piano, I practiced very hard. The song that I wo...

Do you ever feel being underestimated by people? How does it feel? Angry?, Annoy?, maybe those can portray your feeling, because I feel the same as you. Some of people in my life always underestimate with the major that I take, uh! I hate that. When I met someone then he asked me, "What major do you take?" I said proudly "E. Dept". Then you know what? he showed such expression that I hated so much. And then he asked again "Why don't you take the engineering major or medical major?". *Oooohh God!, I really really hate such question like this, could they not to interfere with my decision?. It's my own decision, please appreciate! Sometimes, I wonder with all questions like that, what are they thinking about this major? Does it something wrong? huh?! If you have the question same as those questions, go to HELL ! ha ha *so mean! You never know what do we exactly learn about. We learn many things, more than you imagine. Without us, you never can communi...

When I opened my eyes in the morning, I always thought about something. "Can I see the beautiful morning every day? Ah, who knows." That’s only a question and I didn’t really want an answer. I just wanted to send this cosmic question out into the void. I started the day with full of expectations, “What will happen today?” I wondered and expected that something good would happen. Because sometimes I wondered about my life, "I lead a small life. Well, valuable but small… I love my life." Formerly, I always regretted if I met someone that hurt me. I always wished that I never met such people like that. If I could turned back the time, I chose not to know them. But I was wrong, I ought to give my thank to them. I realized that they were taking the important part in my life. They have taught me being a tough woman and taught me being a better person than yesterday. I learned valuable lesson from my grandpa (RIP) and an elder woman. I met her in a hospital. ...